Is it possible for me to be a wolf or werewolf?

Okay so has anyone ever read the summoning or the awaking? Okay so i think i might be just like derek. I have REALLY good hearing, seeing and smelling. When i get mad i growl. When i go to sleep i dream of wolfs and me as one of them. When i was 8 i got a crazy idea to go to the wolf part at the zoo and one tried to attack me. My Cat hated me and my dog, and loved my parents. My dogs know when im hungry and they go into the pantry to get me somthing. (no joke)! I love wolfs. I am super strong and sometimes i wanna take someones head off. oh and i love meat. I DON'T WANT ANY STUPID ANSWERS LIKE YOUR AN IDOT ITS IMPOSSIBLE. IF YOU WANT PONITS YOU WILL HELP!!!!!! (NO BAD WORDS)